april 6

april 6 is around the corner.

so many people have that birthday, a boss, a best friend from college, a really good friend’s girlfriend, and her.

i miss that little girl everyday. i can honestly say that i think about her everyday and wonder if she will ever know the truth.

i need to let go and move on and not hold on to dates and numbers and events. problem is, i am not ready.

she will be eight in just a few days, i havent seen her in 5 years on june 3.

why do i force myself to hurt and grieve - i am sure she has not a clue who i ever was, yet she changed my life.

to her i am now a stranger - to me, she flew to heaven to hang the moon and position the stars.

happy birthday angel girl.

m.l.e.

i got tickets to see melissa etheridge! i can’t fucking wait. lots of bitching amongst the atlanta ladies....they don’t like chastain, however we are guaranteed pit rows 1-13, how terrible can it be?! t.c. is trying to get tickets so we can go with him and all sit together, THAT would be fun.

the l word finale left a shit eating grin on my face. I am so thrilled that tina and bette are back together. i mean, they are gorgeous and oh so perfect. oh bette porter. thank goodness for one more season - it better rock the fucking house down.

the sugarland concert is next thursday. i havent seen them on stage in years. i only wish it was at their small hole in the wall venues like variety and roxy....instead of the fox. they have really made it - and i am proud to have been around to watch the band form and really solidify into something so amazing.

oh a john mayer kick for the last two weeks - say what you need to say....i wonder what’s up.

stuff

it has been awhile and i have thought of a few things i needed to say...

i am not under contract w/ verizon anymore...i love their network but i am obsessed with the iphone so we will see...

i hate roswell toyota with a passion - they are complete assholes. 10,000 mile service happened in sandy springs - i love those guys.

scion sent me a $200 off coupon on any service or accessory...i am going to use it on the spoiler. bitches. did i mention i HATE toyota of roswell...now nalley?

i need some sun on my legs...in a bad sort of way. i am thinking of the tanning bed...i said THINKING.

jake turned 1. he is a big boy.

yard sale at mom’s in three weeks. we are getting ready. time to clean out!

i need to get some new shirts and stuff for the spring/summer...not dress clothes, although i do need some of them as well.

i wonder how you “buy” a house and not pay for it. i know of two of these instances..oh how it bothers the fuck out of me.

my underarm itches, goodnight.

best

cait and i saw the best show ever at eddie’s friday night - in the round with g , michelle malone, and caroline aiken. generally there is at least one person in the line up i could live without, however all three of them are amazing.

i am beginning to wonder how i have listened to atlanta based acoustic music for years and have yet to even hear the name caroline aiken - the woman was phenomenal. she is in in her fifties and one hell of a songwriter with the clearest vocals and honed guitar skills, i was oh so impressed and slightly pissed off i hadn’t heard her before.

we have seen malone play a good number of times and last night i was almost drooling over her guitar skills - bad ass at forty-five.

and just in case this is a news flash to anyone - i have been seeing garrison live many many times a year for 7 years now based upon a recommendation from t.c. - back in the day.

today i discovered another new favorite store - banana republic.

cait and i met nana and lauren at the outlet and we all scored some good shit. i left with dress pants, sweater, oxford, polo, 2 pairs of boxers, jeans, 2 t-shirts, and 2 shorts.

cpg took me to the cheesecake factory for dinner - and THAT is my new favorite place to eat.

recap - best show ever, best talent ever, best company, best store, best dinner...