psshh

i got a new tie! all black - and a vest.

i havent “shopped” in forever! only for work clothes which is fun but not rockstar fun.

i did get another pair of pin stripe pants from express and a blue shirt - b/c ALLL ties match the light blue shirt.

my stud jeans are going to get hemmed. never have i ever been so nervous - what if the peeps who call me barley (at the cleaners) sew crooked or something.

i was challenged to look “famous” at the casino - pshhh i got this in the bag.

free in you

i stopped and actually listened to the words - i have never been able to put my relationship into words, until now.

A hard knock

A cold clock

Ticking off my time

A long look

But no luck

Couldn't seem to find

Or unwind

Into peace of mind

While I was trying

A quick glance

A big chance

My heart beat like a drum

I saw you

And I knew

Chances just don't come

Round again

Not like this

First a laugh

Then a kiss

And I'm free in you

I've got no worries on my mind

I know what to do

That's to treat you right

And love you kind

Thank you ever on my mind

Love is just like breathing

When it's true

And I'm free in you

The lost time

And self pride

Are my big mistakes

A clear voice

A bad choice

Sounding like an ache

In my day

Not too bad

But too real

To go away

But now I'm free in you

I've got no worries on my mind

I know what to do

That's to treat you right

And love you kind

Thank you ever on my mind

Love is just like breathing

When it's true

And I'm free in you

And I don't know

How you show

Such gentle disregard

For the ugly in me

That I see

That for so long

I took so hard

(I took so hard)

And I truly believe

(I truly believe)

That you see the best in me

(That you see the best in me)

I'm in love

We all love

And that thought

Sets me free

Free in you

Got no worries on my mind

I know what to do

That's to treat you right

And love you kind

Thank you ever on my mind

Love is just like breathing

When it's true

And I'm free in you

Yes I'm free in you - e. saliers

she has loved me through the ugly, and i’m free in you. :)

mmm hmmm

that is the print on my new vans....bad ass - i know.

can we talk about gas for a second? there is a serious run on gas and i am overly frustrated with the lines and lack of gas in my tank - this is ridiculous.

off to union for dinner - seems fancy-ish.

cpg is a lil sick, i just wish she felt better.

b.b. is out of town so mon-wed will be interesting.

that is all.

logical

lyrics that describe alot of people....oh and i got my new glasses today.

if at first you dont succeed
simply lower expectations
your give up line is immediate
with out any hesitations

oh, you put off your procrastination tomorrow
and go get drunk off the money that you borrowed
and how you deal with your shame
is by never letting your self take the blame

you claim you're a product of what you've been through
as if no one else in the world has it harder than you do
and you say that there's never anybody around
did you ever think it was because you keep letting them down

so, stop all this fucking around its just logical, logical
no life is disaster bound, it's just what you've turned into
and you say theres no way cause no one loves u but u
and they never will until you do

i'll admit, current civilization
now depends on instant gratification
anything can be delivered at your door
but anything worth having is worth waiting for

what's worse though is your aware you've decided willingly
that you're turning yourself into your own worst enemy
for your rose colored glasses you traded your soul
just to get the illusion your life is under control - lindsey hinkle

oakley

label brat - i know.

BUT my new glasses are oakley.....and i love it.

AND i bought a 40” samsung t.v. - yeah i’m an adult.

fuckin stud

bri's

What' s the last mistake you made?

not going to bed.

Is the sun shining?

nope - dark and raining

Can you successfully blow up and tie a balloon?

yep

Do you like text messaging?

yep

Are you having a good/ bad hair day?

i dont think i ever have a good hair day - it is always on my nerves

What was your last purchase?

dinner at taco mac

Are you wearing any make-up right now?

negative

What are your plans for later ?

sleep

Does anyone like you?

perhaps

What is your current obsession?

work

Do you have a dog?

jake

Ever been kissed under mistletoe?

i think it was fake - but still

Would you ever smile at a stranger?

sure

Ever done a random act of kindness?

maybe - i am sort of an ass

Do your toenails have nail polish on them?

nope

When' s the last time you wore eyeliner?

few years

Last curse word you said was?

who knows, they come rolling out

Are your lips chapped?

maybe a little

Are you currently jealous?

of what?

Do you own an ipod?

yes

Did you have a dream last night ?

not sure

What made you smile today ?

girlfriend

Are you mad at anyone?

mastercard..brandsmart - just off of principle

Who is the most random person you know?

someone at work.

What' s going on this weekend?

addison’s birthday

Anything bothering you?

cait is in school - sucks

Do you wish you were someone else?

nope i am famous

What jewelry are you wearing?

rings, tiff. necklace, earings

Ate any exotic food lately?

steak - i just started eating meat.

Are you easily amused?

i think so.

Can you lick your elbow ?

not trying

Do you have a crush right now?

is it a crush if it is a 5 year crush?

What is on your mind just this second?

cait’s lab report that i have just been commissioned to do

Are you happy with your given name?

somedays....i like bailey better

What is your guaranteed weeping movie ?

i dont watch movies

What is the one thing you like to do alone ?

pee

What do you carry with you at all times ?

wallet, keys, phone

Favorite communication method?

text

Do you own a Bible ?

yes

What should you be doing instead of this?

cait’s paper or my project for todd

Who was the last person who called you?

frenchie

What' s the relationship between you and the last person you texted?

he is my daddy

Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with a C?

everyday!

Who was the last person to send you a myspace message?

no clue - maybe dusty

What are you doing tomorrow?

working

Whats the last thing you had to drink ?

miller lite

What was the last thing you ate?

A piece of toffe e choco late bar. YUM!

Biggest annoyance in your life right now?

cait is in school :( and i have work to do

Have you spoken to your mother today ?

yes

When was the last time you talked to one of your siblings?

last night

Are you happy ?

of course

Is having sex on your mind?

is now

Would it hurt seeing someone kiss the last guy/ girl you kissed?

um i’d kill both of them

Do you hate your recent ex boyfriend/ girlfriend ?

i dont have a recent ex

What do you usually do first in the morning?

pee

Do you know anyone that smoke s pot?

nope

Would you kiss someone to make your bf/ gf mad?

heck no

Are you different now than you were a year ago?

yep

Are you sarcastic?

alot

Is there a song that makes you think of the last person you kissed?

quite a few

Has anyone ever seen you in your under wear?

everyday prolly

Do you love anyone right now?

yep i do

tough

and brandsmart sucks too.

i have a brandsmart mastercard....expired of course. the first rep told cait that we have to call and ask for the replacement card. UM NO.

so brandsmart sends these lame emails everyweek about what is on sale - this week 40” bad ass

samsung lcd. however!!! there was no way to give us the temporary card number so that we could use the card (and the no interest until 1/10) to get the t.v.

ah maybe we didn’t need it anyway....i closed the account and they can both rot.

fave

1. 1.iPhone - i love this damn thing
   

2. 2.flipping out - the show
   

3. 3.hurley t-shirts - stud
   

4. 4.lindsey hinkle - logical, whole, thicker than water, blackberry winter
   

5. 5.rainbow sherbet in a cone - totally obsessed
   

6. 6.ellen - is it monday yet?