i am miserable in dallas away from her and the rest of my cohorts. nights are long and days are brutal.
this is awful.
i never thought i could miss somebody so much that the mere thought of them would bring tears to my eyes. for two days i have looked forward to video chats at night - i can see here and we can have a real conversation that mostly consists of my crying saying "i love you, i miss you, and i hate this." and my sweet cait saying "i know babe, it's ok, it's just until friday." i know she is struggling too but has way more strength.
i miss her constantly and i cannot WAIT to be back home. that is not to say i haven't met some really nice people, because i have. i would just rather be able to zip home and have normalcy that is dinner with cait, relaxing with cait, and sleeping next to her and our pup. i did find my confidence this afternoon before returning to my room to be alone - i found myself in a conversation with 7 or 8 "reps," while everyone else was upstairs! no further definition to be given publicly.
on another note, i am the youngest (by far) person at this conference.
oh what a day. i miss you boo - i'm coming home, TOMORROW!! i can't WAIT!!!!
