h-a-p-p-y.

definition:

1. feeling or showing pleasure or contentment.

2. having a sense of confidence in or satisfaction with (a person, arrangement, or situation).

most perfect weekend from the moment she stepped off the plane until the moment she boarded for the o.c. my world was rocked. friday, saturday, and sunday were everything i could have imagined and hoped for and more. from hello to see you in three weeks, sheer perfection. i've never smiled, laughed, giggled, relaxed, or been more at peace with anything in my life. three days of nothing but satisfaction with all that life has to offer now had my heart smiling. through the darkness comes light. we just fit.

ms. socal has a beautiful heart and soul with an equally stunning exterior. i look at her in awe of all that she is and all that she stands for knowing that she feels the same way about me. it's real, honest, pure, and perfect. "there's no place that far."

"you make my heart happy, i miss you." ;)

two.

never in twenty-seven years has somebody said anything remotely close to the things that come out of her mouth when talking to me.

speechless? constantly.

in two days SoCal epic weekend 1. when it clicks....it clicks.

not asking why or how but rather, living for that second. no rules, no restrictions, no plan and for an ocd person i will say, this is simple...and easy...as it should be.

heart is happy. she is stunning. fo sho the most beautiful person i've ever seen. i thought nettles was the winner....nettles aint got shit on SoCal.

truth.

understatement.

everything happens for a reason. believe it or not. timing is everything.

2012.

smile on this face since the second it started. no details on that....why? b/c i am the boss.

nye was a lot of fun...not only because of ^ that....but franci popped over and drank with me. one hell of a throw down! i didn't admit it at the time but the combination of dark brown ale, moonshine, patron, martinis, and champagne was one of the crazier (read: not smart!!) things i've done. slight tinge of a headache all day sunday. i'm old....and do NOT do that....ever. whatever, i deserved it. and it was the perfect way to end the shit that was 2011.

this is me owning it! 2012 you're mine!!!

Faster - matt nathanson

"own me, you own

you rattle my bones
you turn me over and over
'till I can't control myself
make me a liar
one big disaster
you make my heart beat faster"

for you ms. o.c. :)

christmas.2011.

christmas was ridiculous....and i mean that.

clothes, shoes, ipad2, funky chunky silverware, books, movies, gift cards, UT stuff, and more. we had one insane morning. it was interesting and fun to be back in the house just the four of us. lots of love, laughs, and tears.

so incredibly thankful for my family and all they endure to hold me up.