10.things.

1. no bananas this week = terrible muscle spasms....k+ supplements tomorrow.

2. in love with my new dre beats studio headphones.

3. fingernails are growing out of control! no biting since 1/25 (except ONE finger ONE time, oops)

4. polo jackpot last saturday - my little boys polos have been replenished.

5. jeep is almost done! black top makes a huge difference. love it!

6. loving my housekeeper. alot.

7. all 5 seasons of flipping out on dvd :)

8. watching lots of basketball games - both men and women. gettin' ready for march madness!

9. nine days until i'm back with ms. socal!!

10. re-read number 9 like it is in all caps with lots of these!!!!

wmlm - cracks me up!!

ran in to her at the botanical gardens in december. everyone of her videos is hilarious.

we.need.these.

HUGE under taking BUT, i/we have GOT to find out who makes these shoes.

this picture is pinned on pinterest by a million glitter loving girls, including mine....however it is also on tumblr and other blogs. from the best i can tell, its a european shoe....regardless, i have got to find the maker!

sunday.

order of events this morning since it is subzero outside....bring back the 60s stat.

-feed jake

-medicine for jake

-start laundry

-cereal

-clean up some work ish

-decide i am not going to write marketing plans on sunday morning and go back upstairs

-switch laundry

-read

-sleep more

-fold laundry

-write marketing plans now that it is officially afternoon

i am sitting in my home office drinking water (yeah i said it) and streaming music from the ipad off the new imac upstairs. i am in no way technically challenged....i'm just technically lazy and typically continue to use what i know works....HELLO iTOUCH! 3 more marketing plans (so my lovelies at the office can stop complaining) and email before i can run some sunday errands. i'm on a schedule....m.u.s.t. s.t.o.p. s.t.a.l.l.i.n.g

smiles.

LOVE!!!

p.s. dierks and the fray....two great new records!!

truth.

o.c.d. and planner? YES! science geek and book nerd? YES! guitars and tattoos? YES!

having ms. california embrace my planner, my nerd, and my rockstar is beyond incredible. she loves everything i was led to believe was negative. when she says i love your planner, or i love your nerd, or will you play for me?, i'm still shocked. before, it wasn't ok...now adored. it's the little things she says that turn a little smile into a giant grin. onward and upward. we agreed, no more countdowns...i still know exactly how many days we still have to wait before i land at sna. tonight i heard "how many days until you're here?" and without hesitation 17 days fell out of my mouth. we were both correct when we said, it makes it seem so much longer when the days are numbered, however i love having something to look forward to and plan for. no limits. no rules. no restrictions. love us.

on another note, i just had the sweetest conversation with mini o.c. - lil miss had pancakes with whipped cream and syrup for dinner followed by brownie and ice cream for desert. i'd say she has her papa (who is a dentist) wrapped!! not going to lie, my inner child is jealous!! hearing her little laugh and her sing "monday, tuesday," made my night...couldn't hear the turkey song because she cant ruffle up her feathers in the carseat. DUH!

AND i just got a video about the 6 ducks that went down to the river! little girl melts my heart every single time! can't wait until she gets her valentines next week!!!

things.change.

1. for the first time since i was 4ish, i haven't bitten my nails in over a week.

2. laundry stays mostly caught up.

3. working on the picking nervous habit.

4. water...i drink more of it.

5. mascara...i wear it...again. chill, it's clear....keeps the eye lashes out of my eyes. (not too new).

6. cuticle ish applied twice a day.

7. i havent bought a hard copy cd since early december. all digital -HARD!

8. don't wear it? don't use it? dont need it? good will.

9. smile. laugh. all the time? YES.

10. happy? finally. this is h-a-p-p-y.

whatever was happy before, was comfortable and scared.

h-a-p-p-y.

definition:

1. feeling or showing pleasure or contentment.

2. having a sense of confidence in or satisfaction with (a person, arrangement, or situation).

most perfect weekend from the moment she stepped off the plane until the moment she boarded for the o.c. my world was rocked. friday, saturday, and sunday were everything i could have imagined and hoped for and more. from hello to see you in three weeks, sheer perfection. i've never smiled, laughed, giggled, relaxed, or been more at peace with anything in my life. three days of nothing but satisfaction with all that life has to offer now had my heart smiling. through the darkness comes light. we just fit.

ms. socal has a beautiful heart and soul with an equally stunning exterior. i look at her in awe of all that she is and all that she stands for knowing that she feels the same way about me. it's real, honest, pure, and perfect. "there's no place that far."

"you make my heart happy, i miss you." ;)

two.

never in twenty-seven years has somebody said anything remotely close to the things that come out of her mouth when talking to me.

speechless? constantly.

in two days SoCal epic weekend 1. when it clicks....it clicks.

not asking why or how but rather, living for that second. no rules, no restrictions, no plan and for an ocd person i will say, this is simple...and easy...as it should be.

heart is happy. she is stunning. fo sho the most beautiful person i've ever seen. i thought nettles was the winner....nettles aint got shit on SoCal.

truth.