55

just got home with a new 55 inch t.v. - can't wait to get the 40 inch hooked up in our room.

nascar at martinsville MIGHT be the best race ever.....if my girlfriend pulls it off!

t.c.

march 4th t.c. played eddie's attic in decatur.

i was 100% blown away. i knew she was a good player, writer, entertainer, artist, and singer....i just didnt know HOW GOOD.

this woman had alot to do with my own guitar obsession and love of my own cowboy days - i sat for over 90 minutes watching her play alone on a small stage with 200 people present. moving.

definitely one of my 5 five shows ever and at this moment, THE best show i have ever seen.

costco.

35 rolls of toilet paper

16 rolls of paper towels

3 bottles of body wash

1000 ibuprofen tablets

2 boxes of tampons (96 per box)

10 pounds of boneless, skinless, chicken breast

36 bottles of water

2 bottles of contact solution

spending $135 in one place is worth it - buying household shit in bulk is brilliant.

heart.slow.down.

simple words, rest in peace m.k. on an old friends facebook status sparked a curiosity within.

reading this child's story touched my heart and i cant seem to catch my breath. such a strong girl and her siblings hurt so deeply. this family was forever changed just before 6 p.m. tonight.

i hope she can finally rest.

h.u.r.t. - and i've never met this family.

this.is.it.

inspired.

i have finally been able to move past what i believe to be michael's biggest shortcomings and allowed my self to fall in love with the icon that forever changed music as we know it.

i truly believe m.j. is the definition of an entertainer, songwriter, and musician worldwide.

i sit in awe watching this is it for the first time tonight.

my heart hurts again for a legend has been lost.

the legacy lives.

tunes.

not looking forward to any of the new releases in the next few months....this sucks.

my girlfriend just looked over at me while watching the bachelor (jake) and said "that's cute, he's a sweetheart." i love her.

ten.

1. working from home today...ice.

2. girlfriend is catching a cold....i hope she beats it.

3. sciatica is still pinched....obnoxiously annoying/painful.

4. car was waxed last weekend. love it.

5. serenity - the new record from anita cochran is fantastic. love love love her.

6. long way home - terri clark's new release is also STILL in heavy rotation.

7. i broke two guitar strings...on two different guitars wednesday night.

8. slept an hour and 40 minutes later than normal this morning and still need a nap.

9. true religions are still not hemmed...perhaps i'll drop them off next week.

10. first "snow day" since i have been out of school and it happend on JEAN day. wtf.

ready.set.

1. we are ready for christmas - house looks great.

2. pampered chef today was a success - three 50% off items and $165 in free product. cpg is very happy.

3. friday resulted in urgent care visit at 8:30 in the morning - outcome? 1 ruptured ear drum, 1 ear infection, sinus infection, and 2 slight eye infections.

4. haven't been able to run since friday = sorta sad.

5. tomorrow we celebrate our six year anniversary. i love her more than i ever thought was humanly possible - how she has put up with all of my highs and lows for so long, i may never know. she gives me hope and i hope i make her proud.

5.

1. ran for the first time in a LONNNNNNG couple months tonight - ouch.

2. thanksgiving and that 4 day break was amazing

3. christmas is coming.

4. nike+ is amazing - so excited to start using it more and more.

5. 6 year anniversary next monday. i love her.

bust.

i will be very straightforward. i hate traveling.....for business.

i am miserable in dallas away from her and the rest of my cohorts. nights are long and days are brutal.

this is awful.

i never thought i could miss somebody so much that the mere thought of them would bring tears to my eyes. for two days i have looked forward to video chats at night - i can see here and we can have a real conversation that mostly consists of my crying saying "i love you, i miss you, and i hate this." and my sweet cait saying "i know babe, it's ok, it's just until friday." i know she is struggling too but has way more strength.

i miss her constantly and i cannot WAIT to be back home. that is not to say i haven't met some really nice people, because i have. i would just rather be able to zip home and have normalcy that is dinner with cait, relaxing with cait, and sleeping next to her and our pup. i did find my confidence this afternoon before returning to my room to be alone - i found myself in a conversation with 7 or 8 "reps," while everyone else was upstairs! no further definition to be given publicly.

on another note, i am the youngest (by far) person at this conference.

oh what a day. i miss you boo - i'm coming home, TOMORROW!! i can't WAIT!!!!