it looks as though our law firm days are coming to a close. cait is going to work for her mom downtown....and i, i dont know what i will do.
i dont want to work more hours at the pharmacy for 2 reasons.
1. its less money and a shitload more work
2. i will not see cait for the first half of the week at all.
she is back at school. i hate it. probably because i am out and not working....for another week, then classes start for me.
i hope we dont fall apart. it is really stressing me out. its hard to be strong and act like everything is ok when really, i feel like something is going to happen to us. with all this talk of not being able to see her for days at a time, i become more scared of what is to come.
some think i worry about things that are out of my control too much. maybe i do. i have come to realize it is just who i am.
time to attept to get a full nights sleep.
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