vacation.solice.

vacation came and went. i had a nice week with mom, dad, tad, joey, and nana. we laughed, i cried (yes, still having those weak moments), we ate, drank, slept, walked, read, and tanned. learning to relax, one minute at a time. i constantly had a book in my hand to pass the down time.

i fell apart a couple times and then realized how shitty the end really was and i could get it back together.

the bottom line is that i had a beautiful girl with a huge heart and perfect smile for 7 years and 8 months. i miss her and all that we were. i dont miss who she has become these last few weeks.

"life aint always beautiful, but it's a beautiful ride."