often wondered if there is such thing....as too much. there is. but not when it comes to affairs of the heart. sometimes you can love deeply, care immensely, and adore someone more than anything in the world but life can get in the way. life does get in the way. the heart that sits within my ribs has been broken many times - it gives me character. it makes me stronger. some people are meant to leave a mark and some arent. i've learned a lot. i learned that i could love again. i learned that i sometimes care too much. i've learned that people love me for who and what i am. i've learned it's difficult to walk away from all of the good so that both can deal with life.
i miss her perfume on her neck.
i miss her hair in my face.
i miss her standing on her tip toes without heels to be taller when she hugs me.
i miss her smile.
i miss her sweet kisses.
i miss her holding my hand in the car.
i miss feeling her breathe slowly while holding me in her sleep.
i miss having her in my arms.
i miss the 'this one or that one' conversations.
i miss the random what are you doing texts.
i miss the flights.
i miss the good mornings and good nights.
i miss the way she put her foot on mine when i held her.
i miss her voice.
i miss her and the way she made me feel. every. single. day.
life. happened.
"i've never written a love song, that didn't end in tears."
